Genres: BDSM, Torture, Dishonour, Bondage, Spanking
Video language: English
PD took the metal frame and chained me in; then spun me round and round. He wanted me to do something, which I still refused, so he tormented me some, spanking, thrashing, spinning. The spinning finally did me in. It’s a scary feeling, being bound into something and feeling wide-open, unable to accept out, and being flipped around and around, feeling like you’re going to fall on your face sometime, inevitably. Exhilarating too in a way, and you think, oh it’s not so wretched, till it happens again and again, and then you realize no, no more. So i gave in, and i hated feeling like I’d given in, so i became subdued.
Next, he took me out and stuck me into a hood, and I had a panic attack. I felt like I couldn’t breathe and was suffocating, and didn’t think I could handle it. After a bit of coaxing, I finally and assented to attempt it other time. The second time wasn’t as awfulegregious, but I still felt like I was going to suffocate, and I was scared. He finally let me out of the hood after what felt like an eternity, and stuck me into a metal frame cage. Then he hoisted me into the air. Okay, so here, other thing; i am scared to of heights. especially in a little cage, and despite my misgivings, i was inserted the cage, so i screamed as he pulled me higher and higher into the air, until I was nearly at the top of the barn. He left me there moaning.
The day’s over, and it’s almost time to go home. I feel like I’ve been of something one more time this trip. Everytime I come here, there’s usually a session or two that is more fervent than the others, and I feel cleansed afterwards. Usually it has to do with some sort of psychological trauma, some sort of major fear. They challenge me here though, and coax me to face my fears, and I feel like I truly do end up facing myself ultimately, and it’s a wonderful feeling. It’s something therapy never could do, but it’s interesting about this world, it offers something so intense, so out of the common, it admits you to be somebody for a moment. It more than anything, you. And for me, admits me to in fact trust people another time, for a little while at least. I can’t wait to come back for one more session!
You leave the farm awed, never having realized there was a complete a number of world out there, behindhand closed doors. It’s time to go back home to the ordinary, to your life. You’re glad to go back, but you have a few things to ponder now, thoughts and run through your mind, new doors have been opened to you, your eyes opened. What will you do? The figure says "goodbye, you’re at all times welcome back!" Maybe you will be back.
Format: true
Duration: 28:04
Video: 852×480, RV40
Audio: 94kbps