Evil Box part 2

The memories stagger in upon me chaotically, as in a dream. Insects stinging, drawing blood. My hands, my breasts, trapped in unyielding metal. My movements secured with hooks buried deep inside my body: I am filled, I am owned. I walk like a marionette, with every step the hooks pull with cruelty inside my ass and my vulva. When I am released it is just only to be stretched over a log and staked out in the grass; another time I am left wide-open, unable to protect myself from insects, biting my open skin. My head secured in location with stakes and a gag. Shrieking as a worm is dangled over my face, crawling into my nose, squirming its slippery flesh over my tongue and my lips. And yet one memory towers above the rest of my anguish; guy called it the mala mansio.
In the box, that mind is a shell. 
Where is my torrent of dream? Here is the silence this follows the thunder and blood? 
I breathe in that space, four corners no light- 4 corners that bound up me 
and 
I am restrained into this location. 
I am held here like a moon in wide-open orbit.
My voice echoes so strangely from those aggressive corners. 
Every moment my panic threatens to overtake and drown me.
Boy has kicked the door shut: the echo surges through my undressed flesh. 
Some booming metal doom. 
And now- the moving pictures? The glory I was drenched in? 
My eyes are open but there is just only darkness.
The warped dreams begin: freakish worlds for reflections to inhabit. 
They stomp over my fear; leave me restless, electric. 
This girl in the box- slippery and throbbing: can it be? 
I envy the moment of my recognition, some towering bliss. 
Rusty walls tremble upon me. My fingers reek animal fear. 
Hell is so small.
I lean over the precipice of some dangerous understanding. The red drums And roarings seem so far away; is someone there? A voice rings hysterical- A scream: my own?
That haze somehow soothing- the metallic womb. I float free from the Ropes and tangles, free from the traps of motive. Free of every will: but this I have chosen.

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